Black Memories

Its the same time of the year..... the memories of last year came back flooding .

The Memories that makes me vulnerable and memories that makes me want to crawl into the earth or vanish in to thin air.

There is nothing I can do, but try to live with it, learn to survive with it as memories are a way to hold on things you love and the things that you never want to lose. 

It must be a misfortune that these memories for me are black

Hate You Like I Love You

I love you so much and I hate you so much... You rule my life without even knowing that.
You comes in to my life when ever you please and  disappear when ever you desire. I have spend my life trying to forget you but even my heart didn't support me on that , therefore I have made peace with it and learned to live with my feelings. Only if you knew the sleepless night and the countless tears i have shed thinking about you. You never cared and you never will

Out of blue you come into my life again, rekindling all the feelings i have put aside. Inconsiderable to the emotion of others. Its like you own me , I am visible only when you want and I am invisible rest of the time. How could you be so selfish , how could you be so dead inside... I hate you so much.... but still I love you so much.

Return of .......

I remember the first time i created a blog, It was like two years ago with my friends. We all created blogs and tried to update it. But I have to say my friends did a wonderful job doing that compared to me. That was when we had so much free time but now we are all so busy. Now we are traveling in our own separate ways in life.
The idea of this return is due to one of my friend who still keep on blogging. Just recently i was feeling low which led me to go through the blogs of my friends, this is the first time I have read the blogs  in the past two years. It was such a wonderful feeling bringing so much good and bad memories of life. After reading the blog it brought  a smile to my face..... so i decide to make a come back. I hope I will be able to do a better job this time.